there are things i´d like to say
that i´ve said too many times before
things i should have done
instead of looking for a way to get out
you´ll never know the sorrow i felt
or the hours i´ve laid awake
thinking about just what you said
how could you know how i felt?
i never took the time to figure it out
or see how the problems arose
i tried to blame the two of you
i can only blame myself
for the pain we felt
there are words i should have spoken
but i kept my f~cking mouth shut instead
words would´ve made the difference
but they always stayed unsaid
why won´t you ever see?
why won´t you even see?
it´s not just me